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King of the World
04:07
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Like a flashpot without the smoke my mind is failed theater a punch line without a joke
The smile etched on my face took years to perfect
The grey inside’s a terminal phase
I force a sleep to avoid days ill conceived
I can’t get up ‘cause there’s nothing to believe
The sun is up but I’m down and I refuse to see.
Stacked against the odds
Constructs all my own
I’ve built this dim reality. It'll set you free
I’m the king of the world
Bow down to me
Anxiety, despondency
I'll calcify, won't even try, I'll calcify
I’m trying to make it out alive
I’m trying to make it out with my mind
I tried.
You can’t take my crown
I’ve earned it on my own
I’ll wear it proud, I'll wear it proud
You can’t take my crown
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Passenger
02:29
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You can't stand in the way of progress
It's the only path to hope
Suppressing guts, denying yourself
Will only urge your neck to rope
Damp dread becomes you
That feeling's inside me too
Eject the passenger
Eject the passenger
My time. Your time.
Our time to take this life back
Back up and back down
Your setting fires to keep thoughts at bay
Conflict. Response
Self preservation's way.
Damp dread becomes you
That feeling's inside me too
Deny the passenger
Deny the passenger
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3. |
Communiqué
00:55
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No Lyrics
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4. |
Never Again
04:45
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From the time you can see you want everything.
But inside you’re pure and bright
nothing to fear, nothing to fight.
But as time drags you through
consciousness takes the place
Of all that is calm, all that’s bright.
Never again. You woke up in time to sigh.
Never again. You woke up.
Your play space is gone, recessed deep and rusting away.
But at night you’ll climb to find another way in,
an unfettered mind.
Will it be the same? Will it feel familiar and warm?
Will you find love? Will you be reborn?
"Watching and waiting for a friend to play with.
Watching and waiting.
I hope it won't be very long."
Never again
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5. |
No One Ever Does
02:56
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Take this time of mine now,
reach in and pull outstrength underneath you.
And they’ll rip at your life,
try to trip up your stride
But your strength compels you
Sometimes everything will fall to shit
That’s when you can’t get over it
Sometimes it seems nothing ever mends
Like the pain will never end
Don’t stop. No time right now.
You can’t help it when you feel like hate.
You never tried to be this way.
No one ever does.
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Surgery Day
04:57
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Ripped from the comfort of a daydream, contented.
Sharp thoughts invade me now, breached mind surrenders now
Float high above, to look upon what’s real. Time to yield a time to abandon all I feel
This suffering is comforting
I never thought it’d come to this.
Held hostage by what others would deny
I’ll kiss it on the lips then bite.
Crack my sternum apart
Reach in and tear out my heart
The pain, the tears, the smilesIt’s all the same to me
Slowly crawling to hope for the relief of this release.
But do I even deserve this peace?
...Do I deserve to bleed?
No matter how hard I try
I’ve never learned... how to hide
This surgery
This surgery, the last hope for me
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7. |
Signing Off
03:49
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These thoughts that lead me hurtling down the hallways of my mind
Have me believing no door is worth a look behind
Cracked walls, slumped ceilings reflections of a broken peace
Calls out this fantasy
I’m signing off. I’m so done dealing with despair
It’s all my fault
No one to blame, I'll own this all tonight
Stillness calls me back to the beginning
I’ll wring my hands in lieu of feeling
Right now Seems right to leave it all behind
These thoughts that lead me
Hurtling down the hallways of my mind
Have me reaching for an end
I'm signing off.
Doldrums and death are both the same
Temerity. Dabbling in life like it's phase.
Thinking deeply feels like bleeding I'm nothing if not needy
I know it's right To leave it all behind
Stillness calls me back to the beginning
This world. I never wanted this world.
This world, I never wanted this world… I never wanted it.
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Robots and Monsters New Jersey
Metal/Hardcore/Sludge/Rock from NJ featuring former members of Mucky Pup. Album 'Down To Ash' on iTunes. Was a "Pick of the
Week" on That Metal Show.
Formed in the fall of 2013, their sound is
steeped in hardcore/metal aesthetic their songs are filtered through accessible arrangements, emotive reflections addressing the frustrations of life and feelings of total despondency.
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